busy and troubled

Working, getting house ready for visitors, cooking (beef in wine, salmon with maple syrup jus, courgettes in strawberry vinegar, baked apricots - that's for your information, R), working, watching football (what a choice, Germany or Argentina), going to radiology clinic, working, sorting out new stock for market tomorrow, doing tarot to complete my monthly quota of free online readings, working, thinking troubled thoughts, hoping and failing to hear from someone important, working, swearing a lot, trying to decide if I'd really choose the King of Swords over James Blake, working, writing a poem in French, planning a new book with a friend in England, thinking a lot about a friend who is ill, working ...